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"I'm on my lunch break right now and I'm thinking of you. I wasn't hungry so I got me a strawberry milkshake from the health food store. It's yummy. I just took a pic of it to show you lol." -Note from Willi last weekend.

I'm working on my GRE test prep. He's watching a video of his late grandmother, his Tutu, before he sleeps. My hair is twisted up and clipped with my shower clip. I'm in my pajamas, because I'm always in my pajamas when I'm at home. I don't have any makeup on and I look as plain as I could possibly be, but he still thinks I'm beautiful. I look up for a moment from my crimson pink GRE folder and I see this wonderful guy with his simple needs and inspiring outlook on life, and I wonder if I will always remember how lucky I am. Will I always feel this in love, this inspired? Does anyone? I can't help but wonder... years from now, what will I be thinking when I read this blog post I wrote one hundred and ninety three days into this relationship?